now to my new year resolutions... actually, i have none... because for the whole of 2007, i would be in the army and there is pretty much only one route to go - get out of army... as soon as possible... lol... but being in my section, and the people in there, makes me want to aim much higher... Officer Cadet School... honestly, that has never crossed my mind before... before, i was contended with being a lance corporal or even a private... but now, with the great people around me, i actually am aiming for OCS!!! lol... shall try...

and yes, i wanna loose weight... but more importantly, i wanna get fit... if you ask me what is my main priority, i'd rather say i wanna get Gold for IPPT than to loose weight... yepx... for my whole life, i can't run, i can't jump and i can't pull... if i can do all three, i don't really mind if i am 80kg or 60kg or even 100kg... hahaa... ok la... i'd be glad if i'm 60kg and get gold for IPPT.. that would be my dream manz... but erm... very hard... impossible actually... but shall try... lol...

and i will be waiting for my A Level results... i know i screwed it up la.. i didn't allocate enough time to revise fully for it... humph... but it's too late to bother about it now... shall hope for the best and be prepared for the worst; using the most-used phrase in the medical (palliative) arena...

and i will continue to be motivated by her... although i have yet to tell her anything... but i really do wish that one day, i would have the guts to tell her... because i do sincerely love her... and wish to spend my entire lifetime with her... she is more than i can ask for... and i really feel dumb that i did not tell her when i had ample chance to do so in the past... so i shall just wait... till the time is right... i guess... or maybe i won't even have the chance to make it known to her... argh... i don't know... is it too late? i don't know... really...

and as of today, i would have to pay the super expensive adult fare!!! argh... i will strive to get a motorbike really soon... once i'm out of tekong i guess... because the fare's a huge killer when it comes to transport... hmmz... or maybe not.. shall just keep that in mind... for now... students are really a very blessed bunch of people manz... i will miss the 45 cents bus rides...