sunday, went to church again...

was kinda distracted during sermon... guess i slept way too late last nite bahz... was still chatting with a friend at 12:30mn, then had some snacks before going to bed... by the time i slept, it's probably 2am or something... then i woke up at 5am today (used to waking up at that time already), lazed around my bed, and finally "woke up" at 9am... lol... but still very tired... lol...

then after that, i went with xueying and weijie and some other tuanqi people for lunch... and after that, went for pool with xueying and weijie... needless to say, i sucked at it... after not playing for soooooooo long... even straight balls also can miss... haiz... not my day bahz....

then came out of paradiz centre, and i saw tcc... the familiar white shirt with it's long brown skirt... argh... yepx, alyson... i was quite emo last nite, and today as well... haiz... memories i guess... but well, life goes on... have to live with it la... it's just sad to know that there is such a large communication gap in between... i tried smsing, and it didn't work... hmmz...

i'll be booking in tonight, at 9:30pm again... and till saturday again... gosh, i miss civilisation... i'll miss my dear computer... i'll miss my friends... and talking about friends, i passed by vivocity today... argh... and simply passing by that place brings soooooo much memories, great memories... of 17 november 2006... and 6 december 2006 as well... argh... i miss those great pals of mine... i miss imbiah thrill...

very emo, argh... why am i blogging emo posts??? father jesus, please provide me with an answer... i am so confused...

got this from hanson's blog: "we live not to regret for the things we did, but for the things we did not do"... hmmz... very true indeed... many times, i want to do something, but i hesitated, and then i'd regret not doing it then... by then it's too late... for now, it's my driving, always forget to change from gear 4 to gear 5... but further down below, it's her... sometimes, pulling back is not the option... but i chose it, so i can't live to regret what i've chose... move on benjamin...