went to church today, and i could really feel that God is with me every step... for moments after i made that decision yesterday, i was really having second thoughts about it all... it is really God's will for me to give it up now??? or is it just the inner weary soul that drumming it all up...

and well, he gave me peace once again... because of all the songs and hymns that we sang in church today, 3 of them were those that i sung last night, and one in particular was the one that really told me to give it all up... and i sang it again today, in church... i was soooooooooo touched that i nearly teared la... it was like having the president of the united states coming up to me and saying "it's tough, but you've made the right choice"... very comforting indeed...