i love living life on the fast-track, i want to get things done fast; i love speed, hence i always overtake people when walking; i love competitions, because it gives me a chance to win; i love sensitive friends, because they know what i feel and not what i express on the outside.

yet...

i hate living life on the fast-track, it causes me to have zero patience; i hate speed, because i am capable of quantity but not quality; i hate competitions, because there's a much higher chance of me losing; i hate sensitive friends, because i don't get much training to be one myself.


was thinking of these as i walked to Parkway Parade for dinner today... as i overtook each person, it gave me great joy... and to see things breezing by as if i was on a racing car, it gives me great satisfaction... personality tests showed that i am efficient, yet careless... but efficiency is what i love, how can i gain both at the same time?