recently i just keep watching emo shows... as in really really really emo shows...

first was vineyard man... it's a story about how this rich city girl has to work for one year in a countryside vineyard in order to inherit the vineyard from her grandfather. There she likes this doctor and the doctor likes her too... but there's this other man (the vineyard worker) who loves the city girl... So, the guy patiently waits and does everything for her... building toilets, furniture, etc... and yet the girl just keeps going after the doctor and ignoring the vineyard man... one day the vineyard man's ex girlfriend came to find him and wants to start the relationship all over again... however the vineyard man refuses, but the girl just keeps bugging him; to the extent that the city girl that the vineyard man likes thought that he and his ex were together again... many times the vineyard man tried to tell the city girl that he likes her, but the city girl just keeps going out with the doctor... and when the whole year passed and the city girl decides to go back, the vineyard man picks up all his courage to chase after the girl, using his car to catch a high-speed train, and finally caught up with the girl... and the lived happily ever after in the country side...

how far would someone go for his beloved??? how far, really...

then was Jay Chou's "Secret"... i guess most people have watched it already... and well, i really can't imagine loving a girl who existed 20 year apart from me... and if he is willing to leave aside his father, his studies, and his everything just to go back 20 years just to be with the girl that he loves, how much more can i do to be with the girl who lives in the same era as i do...

loving someone takes the highest mountain... not loving someone takes the deepest trench... and we all know that the deepest trench is way lengthier than the highest mountain in terms of depth/height...

and then was "A Millionaire's First Love"... it's also about this rich guy who caught up with his childhood first love back at a village... back then, he promised her that he'll leave and be back with the girl in 10 days.. but then his parents died, and so he forgot about everything till a long time later... and by the time he got to the girl, the girl was about to die due to severe anemia... and so, it was time well spent appreciating each other and really making the most out of every second together... they lived each day in hope of god paying too much attention to the love in between them and not to seperate them too soon... but she eventually dies, but the guy leaves her legacy behind forever...

teach me to love someone unconditionally, and to love others more than i love myself...

it was really emotional... at certain stages in the show i thought that i was the one who's having the heart jump out of my body... ahhhh... it's true i really shouldn't watch emotional shows... but i really just can't help it... it's too nice already...