went back to CJC to distribute invitations to our class chalet on 21-23 december 2007... and all the teachers (yes, every single one of them), thought that it was a wedding invitation between me and her... and the way they described it... "oh both of you were so close, i thought you were together long ago???" "huh no meh? i always saw the both of you together"... it all just makes half of me want to cry out loud; and yet the other half keeps thinking about how it would have turned out if i continued to give it my best shot... and now half of me is really dreading the chalet, knowing the barrage of fire that would come at me when i meet all the teachers, in front of her... i like what min jia said, "just take it easy, no pressure"... maybe i just wanted it too much to plan far ahead... but i really don't know... i'll see... i'll see... but meanwhile, all you teachers, i love you... but don't make me run away from you, because i really love all of you... all of you have moulded me to become the benjamin that benjamin himself is proud of... don't make me have any fear of meeting you...

but it's good news... all the teachers are coming... well, minus thomas ho who said he tends to be busy on friday nights, but he'll try to come... even fahy agreed to it... and also the school vice principal, and tan chin piaw, bernard yeong, alphonsus wong, etc...

and after that we went for lunch at food republic at wisma, and following that jesse and i went to play Team Fortress 2 at E2Max@Cathay and CounterStrike: Source... and then we had dinner at Carls' Junior, where we met WeiTing and WeiLing... again... lolx... it's a really small world, to be able to separate at Wheelock Place and meet again at Plaza Singapura... and at the same restaurant... wahahaha....

i love the carefree life... but to do so, i need the sergeant pay which i don't have... argh...