i'm tired. and i typed in "tired" into google, and found www.tired.com. and then i began wondering what do people actually do when they are tired; and with it, why on earth are they still stuck to the computer and not SLEEPING?!?!

then i realised that i myself am very tired too, but i'm also not sleeping, and neither am i going to shut down my computer and do something else.. it's not that i'm doing something very productive on the computer or the internet, but i'm just plugged in to my earphones and listening to some random music on iTunes, and trying to download more music to fit my thirsty appetite for music, and also trying to minimise my own guilt over the question i posed: why on earth am i still glued to my computer??

and now, even after so long, i'm still tired. the computer doesn't give me more strength, and i don't feel better after sitting in front of the computer for so long.. yet it has became a habit to just sit around, listen to music, read random web pages, search for movies that i download and watch 10% of it before deleting them away, search for mp3s to download when i probably have that copy hidden somewhere in my computer, and other totally random things.. and i'm still tired..

and no, i did not email tired.com (if you actually went to that website).. i'm not about to occupy more of my time clearing spam by emailing some totally unknown website.. ok, i'm still tired.. this is so bullshit.. i can't believe i wrote so much.. but since i already typed it in, might as well publish it.. and i can't believe you actually read my load of crap..