I've been wanting to go fellowship for so long, and until recently i've just started returning back to fellowship.. and out of the few times that i went, today's one felt like a welcoming message to me...

today, we invited some members from our sister membership to come over to our fellowship to share about the past experience in fellowship.. and so we saw how fellowship grew from a shall one, to 50 over people; and because of that, split into smaller fellowships... and eventually resulted in the 3 youth fellowships that we have in church now...

but one thing that really touched me was when bernice and henry sang this song that they wrote back when there was only one fellowship:


and i felt that this song, although very much unique to my church, describes the path that i walked through.. i was blessed to be born in a christian family, so basically i was just following what my parents did... and eventually, society got the better of me; and defiance became the new rule for everyone in my generation... we skipped sunday school, skipped fellowship, went to "crash" the other fellowships, and went to "crash" the youth service... and eventually, we found out that the youth service was great and stayed there forever.. but i never returned to fellowship... then, over time, i realised that fellowship "是我灵里的家庭" (is my spiritual family)... and these are the group of people who are going through the same phase in life as i do, and so they will know some of the solutions to problems that neither we, nor our parents, nor our close friends can solve..