finally managed to watch transformers today... after so long, and much hastle.. i finally managed to have a day quite free to watch that show... and it's quite nice i must say.. lots of action, and stuff... plus a little touching too... to know that even cold hard metal robots [bumblebee] still have emotions... ok, it's really all fictional... but well, it's just nice la...

and i realised that sometimes it's really important to just leave God to do everything... just like previously when i was 101% happy-go-lucky... i left it to God to settle every single thing of mine... like friends, family and even money... i have quality friendships, and plenty of money... and now, that i'm so-called more "matured", i take over control and so-called "independence" of such stuff... and i realise that everything just starts getting wrong and more wrong... it's like i'm in army logistics and i'm supposed to have plenty of time for friends, but i find that i can't even squeeze out one day just to go out with friends... and money? i used to have an almost unlimited supply of them... but now, my bank account just keeps showing two-digit figures... it really goes far to show how important it is to let god lead the way for me... just as the title of this blog says... letting love [God] lead the way... i know that it's right, i confirmed that it's right... and i haven't been doing it... and now, i'm trying to revert back to the previous me, when i really didn't care about anything and let God do all the planning and stuff.. i just solve what problems that come my way... and don't care about what is ahead...