while coming home after drinking at clarke quay with jesse, eric, quan you, weiting and xuecong, i was suddenly reminded of my new year resolutions.. and so i came home and re-read my new year resolutions.. and i realised that, out of the 5 resolutions, i've only managed to maintain one!!

1. LOOSE WEIGHT - didn't do. In fact, i'm much fatter now.. thanks to my new "camp" where i literally eat, sleep, drive.. plus i can't exercise cos we're so-called on alert and must be in uniform and in our vehicle and ready to move off in 10 minutes upon activation..

2. START STUDYING AGAIN - didn't do. No time. back at my parent unit, i was too busy working on the slides and everything.. and now at jurong island, i'm either sleeping, or eating or driving.. the bunk is air-conditioned, but it's darkened so it's nice to sleep and terrible to read..

3. MAKE MORE FRIENDS - doubt so. Ok, perhaps with the people in jurong island, but for me to actively venture out and make more friends, i haven't done so.. i guess it's really hard to do so, unless i have the time and cash to go out on expensive outings with them.. even drinking with my friends last night costed $40, which i could have used to buy something nice.. but then again, friendship can never be measured against it's currency values..

4. STAY CLOSER TO GOD - doubt so. Ok, Esther and I started this memory bible verse thing. But other than that, i'm living back to my old self.. in fact, it's worse cos i used to have time to sing songs to worship god at night.. but now in jurong island i can't do so..

5. STAY SINGLE - YES!! this is the only thing i managed to do, because it's all males around me.. i guess the challenge is to shift from seeing guys around me, to seeing more girls around me when i get to NUS.. plus they are those whom i've probably never met before cos they're all 2 years younger than me.. lolx.. nvm, it's still early to think about that..

gosh, my new year resolutions are in such a bad state..